My sister gave me a pumpkin pie candy from godiva, and although I hated it, I have developed a fasination for velvat green leaves (which come with the candy wrapper) I've collected seven of them and made a little bracelet.
Heehee, anyway, it's moring, early, too early. Bya.

Go-Gaia
Wow this site is so time consuming, but very worth it at the same time.... I just gave my character a job! (heehee, as a boyslave)

I really really really want to be obsessed with manga, but I can't get used to the lack of sound. I would have so many more options for wasting time if I loved both anime and manga. It's sad... For awhile I was downloading all the scanlated manga I could get a hold of, but after getting about 700mb of it, I realized I wasn't reading even half as much as I was downloading, and irc somehow killed my computer causing me to have to reformat it.

Anyways, I am school right now, and I'm bigginning to think I'm paranoid, It feels like eeryone is whatching me type this, and although I know they couldn't give a damm what I'm typing... It's annoying, so sayoonara.

I’m so sorry everyone, so sorry, so very sorry. This is why I can’t make friends; I can’t stick with anything even when I love it… School would be a useful excuse, but I would be lying if I claimed that I had so much homework that I couldn’t write. I can’t promise that I won’t do this again, but I’ll try not to. Please don’t hate me…

It’s been so long, winters come! Wearing jackets to school everyday is a pain, but it’s not so bad yet. It’s depressing when you can’t wish for snow because you don’t want to have to walk to school in it.

I feel the need to say something philosophical. Today I heard someone say that the universe was expanding, and that is the universe expands then that proves that it’s not infinite. But then you have to wonder how the universe is expanding at all, where is it to expand to? All I can think is that if the universe is truly expanding then the… space beyond the universe is infinite. I always thought the universe contained everything, but if it is expanding then I guess I’m wrong.

Everyone has such high hopes… I wonder if anyone actually succeeds in getting what he or she wants the most, and I wonder if it wouldn’t be a bad thing if they did. It everyone was content, there would be no evolution, but if everyone were really content, would there be a need for it?

cake! lots of people like cake, but it seems that everytime I eat it I get dissapointed in it, like it should be better. Then whenever I see it again I find myself really wanting it again, even though I know I don't like it. Cake is like a symbol of happiness that isn't really happy.
but if you really do enjoy cake then it's just not not happy... do you like cake? I like chocolate pudding pie better.

I'm fighting the urge to put one of those self survey things up.. should I? I know some people find them annoying...

I haven't updated in a while, partially because I have very little to say, but mostly because I was busy at school, see, I had to help build the set for the fall play, and we were running behind schedual, so I had to stay after more then 3 hours every day. Sorry! I still should have found some time for this site.
I'm going to six fags tommorow ::be's happy:: It's soo fun, with all the roller coasters and things to buy, but I'm broke.... maybe I'll somehow find five dollars or something, that would be fun.
I like my history teacher, really I do, he's nice, and goes pretty easy on homework, but I really hate the project he's making our class do. Its called "what if?" and this really annoys me because I don't think the human race should look back on things like that. It's like breaking a glass, and saying it's someone elses fault because they left it on the counter edge. No one knows what would have happended if... the decleration of independence hadn't been written, or if the chinese hadn't stopped going on voyages with boats 400 feet long. Why should we look back and moan over things that could have been? We should be looking forward, looking at past mistakes so we can improve the future, not looking at the present and seeing how to fix the past, when it can't be done!
I'm done ranting, bye now!

Todays not as good as yesterday was, right now I think it's because of the annoying almost headach I have, but that wasn't bothering me earlier. Anyway, the day should have been better, but it's not, and I don't really know why. Bye, I gonna wait untill I'm in a better mood to write...

do I hafta have a reason to be happy? nope! Heehee, for now on i wil be happy all the time, besides when I feel like being sad... sometimes its sorta fun to be happy and tearfull at the same time. ::goes off humming::

::comes back::
I've never really had a chance to get on the internet for fun purposes at school before, it's actually really fun!

remind me to never try to fix this layout again.... It's not worth it.

life is full of minor things that make up the important things (things=good word). but sometimes important things make of minor ones, and thats just weird. it's a waste. today I wasted at least 4 hours doing enough minor things to make important things, and then realizing those things were crap. this is very detailed, ne?

wow, my blog looks shitty when it's emptish looking... I have add text! what to write.. Um.

Tis Friday. so all is good, and I think I'm finally getting better at Latin. (it's sorta dumb to learn a dead language, but nya, it's easy so I like). It's soo annoying though, I mean, whats with all the declensions and junk? I need to improve my memorization skills. That would be a good life term project.

I hate annoying people. Alot
you know, some people have very messed up families, but who am I to judge (^^). I want a good pair of headphones to block out everything, but everytime time I wear headphones I feal like I'm missing something, or that someones trying to say something and I I won't hear it. ::sigh:: nothings ever perfect, but it's still a good day!

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Ahh! I didn't update yesterday! gomen, sumimasen, whatever.... This won't be very long. I can't think this early. hehee, I'm trying to learn how to work with photoshop, I love that program sooo much! Bye now!